So... I have avoided this blog. I quit my bedroom challenge. I beat myself up for it and felt guilty and I just quit. My emotions have been up and down, the desk looks bad again- though, only 1/2 as bad as it was before I did the desk challenge. I was depressed alot in the last 2 months, and I'm not exactly sure why. So I went out and chopped my hair off.
That's right- that's what I do. When all else fail, chop the hair off. :-)
I have been working diligently on the kitchen. I have kept the dishes done, mostly and the counters clean. If I don't I start feeling down again and beat myself up about it. I am my own worst enemy.
I finished reading Real Food: What to Eat and Why
which was absolutely wonderful and I recommend it to everyone. But now I am clueless as to what to feed my family! I will get there- we've changed some things, and left overs the same. I will change eventually, but in my perfectionist disposition, I want to have everything done and figured out now.So, several times throughout the day, I find myself sighing and trying to justify to myself why everything I want hasn't just happened.
4 comments:
I was wondering where you went.
Depression is a beast. The worst.
Your hair looks great! Fun and sassy!
I've been known to chop my hair off as a cure for depression too.
And sometimes I chop it off just because. Like I did yesterday. LOL
Thanks for the book recommendation. I'll check it out.
It's the lack of sun! Oh my goodness, I've been more productive this week than all winter! And I think your room looks fine? You're in a small space... it's hard to keep on top of everything when there isn't necessarily a place for everything. And your floor always looks nice too :)
Sorry you were feeling down and I didn't say anything. For some reason, I have felt like I've been running around w/ my head cut off lately - could be that we have 3 couples we're meeting with for premarital and I've been working 2-3 jobs.... hmmm.
Sorry!
Thanks Trish! I do like my hair short, always helps when you feel good about yourself. :-)
Lack of sun could be a big part of it Cara- Our 89 consecutive days of snow on the ground...
And Suz- really, it's fine. I have your number too. ;-)
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